Wilderness Seasons

Painful processes
Losses more than we can count…

Father had to invade our lives
Strip us of our fleshy ways
This journey of dying daily was
brutal, never ending…

It had to be this way
No other path would do
When we layed our lives down
We found our space in Him

Jesus our greatest need
We love Him more than life

All our dreams went up in flames
We had to let it go
His heart we learned to follow
Even in our deepest pain
Our flesh now dead
Our spirit man alive in Him…

The scales fell off of our eyes
We now look through His eyes

Religion no longer guides us

Heavenly realms calling our names
Transitioning into our heavenly inheritance

Oh, we wasted so much time
Kings and priests
Son’s and daughters
Our eyes fixed on our High Priest
Earth and heaven merging
We now perceive His “new”

Wilderness seasons had it’s purposes
It activated our Spirit man
Painful process the path we embraced… prepared us for our end-time call…

—Ebigale Wilson – The Journey

My Heart In Action

Daughter

you will be

My heart

in action

wherever 

you go…

You have found favour in My sight… Your life an oracle through whom I will be a shining light to a dark world…

be My love, My heart,

My hands and feet…

Together we will set this world alight…

Do not try to be anything other than what I have created you to be…

Set Me as a seal upon your heart, a seal upon your arm…

Undeserved …

You think heavenly 

thoughts over me

I journeyed among dark places

You drew me

With Your love

From the pit of hell 

A war to win

You never gave up

My frail and stubborn heart

You won

I knew You would

Undeserved …

Yet, You bestow Your love

in measures 

I do not deserve…

— Ebigale Wilson

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Strip Me

Strip me Father

I beg of You

I am nothing if 

I do not have You

Break down every path

Not planned by You

Every gift

Every dream

Every desire

I lay it on Your altar 

Have Your way

I am nothing if

I do not have You

Empty me Father

I consecrate myself to 

Your ways and paths

Take me back to the basics

The time I fell in love with You

Meet with me Father

When You alone held my gaze

Till the desires of my flesh

are dead 

and I am no more….

May my life be an announcement and revelation of Your majesty

Your kindness 

Your love and

transformational power 

for sinners like me…

— Ebigale Wilson

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My Forever Space

If only I knew that everything my heart 

so desperately craved for would fade 

into the background when I ran into You

I would have made haste to meet 

with You sooner my Beloved

I am sorry for the endless paths

that drew me away from You

Things of no importance that held my gaze

Before the foundations of the earth

You knew that I would never be able 

to exist outside of You…

I am nothing if I do not have You

My whole being Your worship instrument

Do as You please Beloved 

My life a laid down offering

You are the LOVE of my life

Your sanctuary my dwelling place

I was made to find my forever space in You

— Ebigale Wilson

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Uncharted Territory

A new day is dawning

Say goodbye to the old

Step over the threshold

Take a hold of Father’s new

Come soak in His presence

Discern the times and seasons

Light and darkness is rising

Great change is at hand

Father is handing out blueprints 

and strategies

New job descriptions

He is implementing His new

A people prepared in hiddeness

Are stepping out onto the scene

Their pain a vague memory

They paid a costly price

To take a hold

of Father’s plans 

They are fearless and bold

A people Father has prepared for Himself 

Jesus their most treasured possession

They have nothing to hold onto

They have laid it all down

New spaces and atmospheres

Uncharted territory

The supernatural 

A season of the uncommon

Prepared for now

Come take your place…

— Ebigale Wilson

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Wait For Me

My child do not allow the enemy to 

lure you away from My presence

Everything you need is found in Me…

The key to everything in My Kingdom 

is hidden in My presence…

Distractions will lure you away from 

that which I have planned for you

Worship …your greatest weapon…

the key to My heart

Be intoxicated, overwhelmed by only Me

Do not miss My dreams for You

The victory is already yours….

Hide in Me…

Rest in Me…

Lean into Me…

Till we become One

I have much to show you

Soon I will visit You…

wait for Me

Step into the limitless place in Me

— Ebigale Wilson

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Finally One With You

Alone in the wilderness 

Your voice my only guide

Oh, how my past begged me to turn around 

You would not let me…

Many turned around

I followed You blindly

I knew there had to be more than 

the mediocre life I had lived

Religion caged me

You freed me

Many giants I faced

Many doors closed in my face 

Many questions…no answers 

In the confusion You asked me 

to surrender, to die daily 

Stripped me of everything to 

have Your way

You knew that my identity was 

hidden in Your love for me

My authority in our secret place encounters 

Your voice the sound of many waters

washed over me

I found me

I found You

Finally One with You

— Ebigale Wilson

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A Sacred Path

Father wants to move in…make His bride His dwelling place…the painful processes we are going through is to completely get rid of our “flesh”…daily Father wants us to surrender and “die” to self …Till deep only calls unto Deep and our spirit man is completely overtaken by Father God’s Spirit.

Had this conversation with a dear friend this morning…Both of us went through betrayal and unfaithfulness in our marriages. Looking back I can with all honesty say that Papa God was in every detail of my life… I had to walk this painful road for Father to have His way in my life. Before my “wildernes journey” it was all about “Ebigale”, my pain, selfishness, victim mentality and the list goes on…

Father stripped me in every area of my life, I had to make the decision to SEEK FIRST HIS KINGDOM, not money, houses or worldly success. The endless stripping and losses and heart and character transformation lead me to a wide open space in Papa God…He became my OBSESSION, my ONLY CONSTANT, the ONE my heart unknowingly longed for.

Everything this world has to offer fades in comparison in knowing JESUS. I could not stay the same after running into His HEART for me…I am forever wrecked and changed by the love of JESUS…Our wilderness journeys are there to strip, train and transform us, never to harm or destroy us…This sacred path of laying everything down…eventually leads us on the most beautiful path where Jesus was waiting for us all along.

Should you find yourself alone, rejected and broken….reach out to Papa God. He is only a breath away and He is waiting to take you on the most important journey with Him…Once you find your place in Him, nothing else will ever satisfy you again…We were created to minister to Jesus and He to us…oh what ecstasy to be known by Jesus…no greater LOVE…

Acts17: 28~ For in Him we live and move and have our being…

— Ebigale Wilson

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Every Angle Restored

You left heaven in search of me
Found me wandering
Tied to my past
I could not see You
My mind a daze
The atmosphere changed
I could hardly stand
I was on holy ground
Your love gushed over my broken heart
A heavenly kiss
A life revived
Day in…
Day out…
You showed up…
Relentlessly You fought
for my heart
Every angle You have restored
A lovesick daughter was born
Forever I will be in search of the
One my heart unknowingly yearned for…

—Ebigale Wilson – The Journey

Make No Mistake

There is a people coming to the forefront in this hour that were prepared in the “secret place”, away from all eyes. They won’t look like “church” in their appearance… But, make no mistake My blessing rests on them.

Just like David did not fit the “standards” set by religious people… These won’t fit in…I am the God of the unlikely ones, the God of second chances, the God of the forgotten and downtrodden.

These represent My heart in the earth, because they know what it is like to be rejected and pushed aside. Unknowingly that act of “you do not fit our standards”, pushed them closer to Me…They did not give up or give in when men rejected them.

They came to hide under My wings, and together we walked through strenuous journeys. I birthed My heart and character in a people desperate for My presence. They are coming out of hiding…trained and ready to take their places. 

I am positioning them to the forefront and I am anointing them to run boldly with Me…Call them the overlooked ones, the misfits, those that do not speak church lingo; oh but they know Me intimately, the Father says…The secret place is their dwelling place…Rough around the edges, but their hearts beat in rhythm with Mine…

Sons and daughters are stepping out of their personal wildernesses with the sound of heaven on their lips and the sound of the breaker anointing on their tongues.

But the Lord said to Samuel, “Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart. ~ 1 Samuel 16 verse 7

But God chose what the world considers nonsense to put wise people to shame. God chose what the world considers weak to put what is strong to shame. ~ 1 Corinthians 1 verse 27

— Ebigale Wilson

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