I know you want to wake up
from this unending nightmare,
to feel alive,
breathing inside
this storm
raging,
breaking,
ripping
you wide open,
bleeding
torment;
fears surface
as peace
seems to fade;
I know you’re trying
and hope seems lost,
but
you will make it
and maybe there will be scars
in the end,
but you shouldn’t feel
shame
as those scars are trophies
to battles
you’ve fought and won;
feelings of loneliness
overwhelm you
as days and nights
come and go,
they make no difference
cause no matter what,
you fight
and although you may feel weak,
you are strong
for enduring this;
you are so far
from alone
cause everyone fights
their own battles
some are just better at masking it;
do not hide behind locked doors,
sleep under a clouded sky
full of constant storms,
bleed peace from within;
do not sell yourself short
cause you are worth so much more
than ignorance,
guilt,
shame;
you are not worthless,
you are not invisible,
you carry purpose,
I know you want to be free
from it all
that is holding you back;
hold on to this life
with all you got;
your past and your daily battles
don’t define you,
what you choose to do with it does;
keep fighting
I know you want your mind
to tune to the bird’s freedom;
I know you sometimes feel so alone
and in so much agony
that you think you would be better off dead,
but that’s far from true;
you are a warrior
and while you may be wounded,
you’re still in this war,
so don’t give up
keep moving forward;
I know this is a daily struggle
and some days you may feel
like you’re going more backwards
than forward,
but you’re still alive
and that’s all that matters
cause you matter;
be kind to yourself
no one is perfect
you’ve come this far;
don’t give up
you’re going to be ok.
~ Bethany Anne