today
I feel the struggle
a bit more,
I see nothing
but gray enveloping
this damaged warrior
as I’m standing upon
shaky ground;
I appear to be okay,
but inside this mind
I’m at war with memories
I just want to forget
as I can’t stop reliving them,
I want to wake up
from this unending nightmare;
although I’m feeling drained,
I know He will give me
the strength I need
to withstand this
battle forcing the earth
to swallow the blood shed
as I cling to His truth,
knowing full well
His love will carry me through.
~ Bethany Anne
Struggle
